I’m still not used to crowd sometimes. it makes me feel uneasy, like I don’t know how to act in front of people. I don’t know if it’s normal for everybody else or just me. But knowing that not only who has this “phobia” makes me feel I’m still normal. Anyway, my case is not the worst though. I’m still hoping I could improve myself.

ugh, and one more. Last week I just attend a workshop in Monash. They were talking about engineering future, like how we should apply our knowledge in work field. I hate it every time these guys telling that “even though you have good grades in college, but you can’t interact with your colleague, you won’t go far”. I hate it. It’s like they’re saying that there’s no place for someone who just likes to laze around feeling comfortable at home, stand quiet, not going out, but instead we have to go out socializing and those stuff. shut up.