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shut up.

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Sunday, March 18, 2012 by

I’m still not used to crowd sometimes. it makes me feel uneasy, like I don’t know how to act in front of people. I don’t know if it’s normal for everybody else or just me. But knowing that not only who has this “phobia” makes me feel I’m still normal. Anyway, my case is not the worst though. I’m still hoping I could improve myself.

ugh, and one more. Last week I just attend a workshop in Monash. They were talking about engineering future, like how we should apply our knowledge in work field. I hate it every time these guys telling that “even though you have good grades in college, but you can’t interact with your colleague, you won’t go far”. I hate it. It’s like they’re saying that there’s no place for someone who just likes to laze around feeling comfortable at home, stand quiet, not going out, but instead we have to go out socializing and those stuff. shut up.


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Monday, March 12, 2012 by

At times I have strengthen my heart, but at times I just want to rely on people I love, people I trust

At times I think everything has a positive meaning, hiding behind every cynical truth. but at times I just want to see what’s in front me.

Sometimes I trust you, sometimes I don’t.


Random Kindness

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Friday, March 2, 2012 by

So I just finished another long tiring day and I felt like eating pizza, then I decided to order domino’s. it was raining outside so I wait until the rain stopped (I just pitied the delivery guy to send pizza in the rain). when I didn’t hear any more rain I ordered from online. after about half an hour the domino guy called me to come down so I rushed out. I was surprised to find it was still raining quite heavily. I felt bad suddenly. I expected the delivery guy to be pissed off and a bit grumpy.

then to my surprise, that delivery guy came with a big smile. he was kind of laughing after arriving with his head soaked with rain. I apologized to him for ordering under such heavy rain, then he said “it’s ok, no problem”, grinning. somehow I wanted to smile myself. I mean, he had the right to be pissed but instead he chose to do his job willingly and happily. :)

to those who are sincere with whatever they do, I wish you a blessed life :)


My iPersonic Type

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Saturday, January 28, 2012 by

So i found this website from random browsing. It's called "iPersonic". It's a psychology test to determine what kind of person are you. But I guess the test wasn't so specific, it just described myself in broad term. But it's still interesting. So here's my result :D


Dreamy Idealists like you are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. You share your rich emotional life and your passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge you to be cool and reserved. You have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which you are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of your personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. You can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. You are interested in your fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once your enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, you can become a tireless fighter.

For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. You only busy yourself with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. You tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that you often have a very successful academic career. You are less interested in details; you prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that you still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that you overlook something important. As you are very peace-loving, you tend not to openly show your dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of your strong points; you hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has you as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.

As a Dreamy Idealist you are one of the introverted personality types. Therefore you prefer a quiet work environment where you can intensively deal with your responsibilities and are not disturbed by too many people and repeated distractions. You need a lot of time to dwell on your thoughts, to put them into words, and let your ideas take shape. You are grateful for a certain measure of order and structure because they secure the time to achieve this so you can deal with one task after the other and not have to juggle a number of responsibilities at once - you don’t like that because it is important to you to deal with things thoroughly. Your capability to concentrate is unusually great and very often you become engrossed in something and forget everything around you - even to eat and drink.

Nevertheless, because you are very adaptable, congenial and interested in harmony and cooperation, you enjoy working together with others. A neighborhood that requires the ability to assert yourself and where direct confrontations are the order of the day is not your optimal environment. In order to permit you to fully develop your ability you need an environment that is as stress free as possible. If you can’t get that you soon suffer, because you take critique and negative feedback very personally.

You enjoy the opportunity for exchanges with other people you value and whose capabilities you respect but in this case remember the motto: Better less than more; better a few “hand picked” colleagues who truly move on your wavelength. It is best when you share the same high ideals and important objectives and together can fight for the same good cause because then you are truly in your element. If that is not the case, you do better by largely working by yourself because you belong to the personality types who can do that very well and don’t necessarily have to depend on others in order to come up with good results. 



You can find the the website from here: http://www.ipersonic.com/

Sincerely,

Medina ;)


Welcome to Universal Studio Singapore

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Friday, December 30, 2011 by

 

 

Well, I never imagined to have travelled abroad without my parents at this age but, here I am!

This is my travel journal to Universal Studio Singapore :) and also some information about USS

I went there with Iqbal, tya and ihsan. I’ve planned this holiday since last semester and it was worth it.

We took a midnight train from KL sentral at 11 pm. it was a horrible journey. We took the bedding coach thought we could sleep during travel but apparently it was a bad idea. The train was so fast, the beds were shaking hard and trembling. Outside was dark we couldn’t see where we were going. It felt like we could bump and crash at any second. 

we arrived in johor 6.30am the next day. outside was raining light I was afraid it might stay up the whole day. so we hurried to the singapore immigration by bus. Oh I forgot, it was monday morning. everybody was rushing in immigration to work, the bus was full each time. it was hard enough for us dragging our luggage during rain and now we gotta break through this crowd.

Tips : People in Singaopore are always busy, even escalator and subway train are faster in this country than anywhere I’ve found. well I don’t know the ones in NY though ;p

We were staying in a backpacker inn called “THE HIVE” in serangoon road. The place was clean, perfect for us. It’s close to the MRT station Boon Keng so it’s easy for us to travel around the city. We took twin room which cost S$50/room/night. they also provide a ward which can accommodate up to 16 persons.

We went to Universal Studio the next day. thank God the weather was friendly, not so sunny but not so cloudy either. we took a train from our closest station to Harbour Front which is at the end of The Purple Line.

it was almost christmas, so wherever we went, everywhere was filled with christmas trees, red bells, fake snowflakes, christmas lights, mistletoes. I’m glad I came during christmas, the aura felt so peaceful and happy, just like when I came to hong kong disneyland during christmas 6 yeat ars ago. though I’m not celebrating christmas.

anyway, we arrived at noon and the park looked half-full from afar. and here’s a tip

Tips : The ticket price is S$68 on normal days and S$74 on peak season. Christmas holiday is a peak season from mid November until end of the year. the express pass is usable for all attraction but once. meaning you can cut the line and ride the attraction without a long wait. it’s useful for peak season so make sure to check the date before buying the express pass. you don’t want to buy it when it’s not crowded. it’s a total waste.

the universal big ball is located outside the park, so we could take picture without actually get in there. which means people who take picture with that big ball don’t always mean they’ve been inside universal studio :P unless you take pictures with universal studios “store” which is inside the park ;P

 

Tips : the USS opens from 10am – 7pm on weekdays and 10am – 9pm during weekends and peak season. It’s best to come before the gate opens if you don’t want to miss taking pictures with the characters.Picnik collage

there are 7 parks there, madagascar, far far away (shrek), ancient egypt (the mummy), sci-fi city, hollywood, new york and the lost world. the park is like a circle and I went clockwise from new york to madagascar and hollywood last. I won’t brag much about the attraction since it’s gonna be long and boring, so here’s the tip:

Tips: There are not-to-be-missed attractions here if you’re looking for some thrill. There’s “Revenge of the Mummy” in ancient Egypt, “Human” and “Cylon” of Battlestar Galactica in Sci-fi City and "”Transformers the Ride” in Sci-Fi City

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far far away

 

 

the lost world

 

Ancient Egypt

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after we were done we decided to go pray after a tiring day.

tips: the muslim prayer room is located between “battlestar galactica” and “the return of mummy” just behind the locker spot. it’s always crowded so I think there isn’t a perfect time for praying. just don’t forget to pray :) 

by the end of the day we took a rest and sat on a "New York Public Library” grand staircase under a christmas tree. it was around 6pm when everybody started going out of the park. it was one of the best feeling when you just finished doing something really fun with your closest friends, you just wanted to sit back, enjoy the view and talked about the day.

     I tried to take self group pictures with my polaroid but we ended up being silly. some films got burned, some are too close, some were just black out. in the end we gave up and ask someone to take a picture of us.

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but in the end, it was a quite journey and I’m really glad to have done it. Thank you guys :) hope we’ll meet again for another adventure :)

 


Anime des!

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Sunday, August 14, 2011 by

Konbanwa!

         Beberapa hari ini gw sama tya lagi nge browse anime-anime lama jaman SD, gara-gara internet di LV super cepet bisa download apa aja, dimulai lah pencarian kita ke kartun-kartun jaman dulu. Kangenn banget deh kalo inget kartun-kartun jaman dulu, inget banget tiap hari minggu bela-belain bangun jam 6 buat nonton kartun sampe jam 12 siang. Dari Cardcaptor Sakura, Inuyasha, Doraemon, Digimon, Sailor Moon, UFO Baby, Dragon Ball, sampe Samurai X. huahh kangenn :)

        Bermula dari rasa bosan gw yang menyerang tiba-tiba, akhirnya gw ngecek hard disk buat nyari-nyari film.gara – garanya waktu itu gw lagi bosen trus nge browse hard disk dan nemu satu anime judulnya Itazura Na Kiss, anime yang gw dapet dari Lutes. Itazura Na Kiss itu anime standar sii, tentang cewek dodol yang naksir cowok jenius. Ceweknya ngejar-ngejar cowoknya demi cinta, awalnya si cowok cuek tapi lama-lama.. yaa gitu lah ketawan banget ceritanya. Yang bikin gw suka ternyata ceritanya ga berhenti sampe si cewek ini jadian sama si cowoknya. Ceritanya berlanjut sampe mereka nikah dan punya anak. Unyu – unyu desu gitu..

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            Yang kedua Sailor Moon. Ini anime super jadul ternyata dari tahun 1992. Kalo ngeliat filmnya sekarang itu gambarnya masih kuno, badannya masih kecil-kecil. Tapi ceritanya mantap. Sampe kakak cowo gw sampe suka. Pas dicari animenya, ternyata total nya sampe 200 episode. Brrr  -__-  Gw download nya per 10 episode biar ga lama-lama. Gw suka sailor moon soalnya lucu-lucu kekuatannya. Kalo berubah ada yang kayak “moon prism power make up” lah, tongkatnya yang bentuk bulan bintang lah, istananya kinclong – kinclong semua. Plus itu aksesoris nya juga bersinar – sinar. Kalo baca komiknya berasa silau sendiri padahal itu komik item putih.

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            Yang ketiga dan yang paling gw suka itu Cardcaptor Sakuraa!! Ceritanya tentang anak SD yang bisa nyihir pake kartu Clow Card. Clow Card ini macem-macem sihirnya dan ada banyak. Kayak “The wind” yang bisa bikin angin, “The fly” bisa terbang, “The flower” yang bisa ngasih bunga, sampe ada “the sword”, “the shadow”, “the storm”, etc. Total kartunya kalo ga salah ada 52. Itu kereenn banget. Gw suka ngebayangin kalo punya kartu – kartu itu bisa ngapain aja.. waaah.. Anak SD dasar. Saking suka nya dulu waktu SD sampe afal lagu-lagunya dan sampe sekolah dinyanyiin bareng sama temen-temen sekelas.. wah kangen lah pokoknya.. Sampe sekarang ada lagunya yang masih gw inget liriknya..

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           Kalo dipikir-pikir beruntung banget masa kecil gw dikelilingi kartun-kartun. Dan anime jaman dulu itu kebanyakan masih polos-polos dan cocok buat anak-anak. Contohnya kalo ada cewek suka cowok mereka masih malu-malu layaknya anak SD dan SMP. Coba anime jaman sekarang kebanyakan udah dipenuhi hal-hal vulgar yang ga mendidik banget. Anime-anime sekarang malah cenderung untuk anak-anak remaja. Kalo di Indonesia sekarang hari minggu pagi-pagi udah dipenuhi gosip-gosip dan sinetron. Gosip yang dulu cuma ada sore-sore sekarang jadi pagi siang sore malem. Ckckck.. Kasian anak-anak sekarang. Mau jadi apa kalo dari kecil nya udah dikasih yang begituan. Yaa mungkin ga semua tapi kebanyakan..

          Kalo gw punya anak nanti gw suruh nonton disney channel pokoknya..

Sekian,

Medina :)

 

 


Are you feeling lonely? :)

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Saturday, March 12, 2011 by

i think everyone has experienced loneliness. I myself feel lonely right now, though my friends are just around the corner. It's normal for us to feel lonely sometimes.

Sometimes when I talk to friends but not really in mood, just agree on what they say, though I actually son't. Sometimes I laugh even though they're not funny, just for the sake of being nice. 
Sometimes when I am about to get period, when my emotion is just fluctuating all the time.
Sometimes when I'm in crowd when nobody listens to me. Even it's friends.

I feel it's better to be alone  in my room. Some people do that, and some people search for crowd to comfort their loneliness. 

I searched google the term "lonely" just now, and I found this interesting article from www.dailychilli.com. It tells a story about a 6-year old boy who lives alone in China because his parents die due to HIV. He himself is an HIV carrier. His only family is his granny, which refused to take care of him. No school wanted to accept him, no doctors wanted to cure him. He does his own washing, cooking and even studying in his parent's house and the only friends he has is the chicken and the god he takes care of.

What a story.

Another thing I found in google was a book by Emily White called "Lonely". She used to be an environmental protection lawyer - which was a good job, but she quit her job and studied about loneliness. She documented her loneliness into writing and published the book. One of her quote says,

"Right now, loneliness is something few people are willing to admit to. There’s no need for this silence, no need for the shame and self-blame it creates. There’s nothing wrong with loneliness, and we need to start acknowledging this through a wider and more open discussion of the state."
 Another thing from google comes from www.experienceproject.com which has a blog written by everydone. I found one story about a boy feeling lonely. He hates himself because he feels like his sister hates him as well as his mom. His confidence depleted as he only heard bad stuff about him. He told himself dumb and fat and he was diagnosed to have a brain damage. He was angry and sad but his mom did not care much. All he did was to isolate himself in his room, cry and cry. At the end of story he thought that suicide was the best alternative.

What a story.

Sometimes when I feel lonely I can't help but thinking negative. Reading something like this somehow makes me realized I'm not the only one. I should consider myself lucky to have my family and my friends. And it shocked me when I hear someone wants to commit suicide. Whatever the reason is, suicide is just foolish, crime and sin.

Another thing I found in google is "lonely planet", but that's not relevant.

Another page showed me youtube video "Lonely by Medina". Shocking news, I uploaded the video here. But hey, it's a catchy song, but I swear it's not me and it's completely coincidence.







so, don't feel too miserable when you're lonely, because surprisingly, you are not alone :)

Cheers,

Medina


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