It's Been a Year

Tuesday, February 16, 2016 by Adinda Medina

After a year, I'm still not used to being here in the office. Sometimes I like it, sometimes I don't.

It's quite different than my previous workplace in Serang.

Back then my team was a small group of 15 people.

We had our own room. In a day we mostly talk and discuss among our groups.

We all have different background and because of this we clicked.

We talk about many things and not only about work, not only during work.

We are friends. And this is what I miss the most.

What bored me was the same work I have to do everyday every month,

It did not have challenges anymore.

Hence I moved out.

In this new place, sometimes I don't even know what to do.

The task is supposed to be challenging but I don't know..

It feels like I am no trusted to do any hard work.

Maybe because I'm a woman. Maybe because I'm getting married.

I don't know.

Now I'm feeling this hole again. Like something is missing.

Maybe I should try something new. Maybe I should move out.

Maybe I should quit.

Maybe being a housewife has its thrill and challenges.

Who knows.

I don't know.

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