I’ve had this blog since 2010 but I rarely post anything. There’s only 66 posts total after 4 years. So let’s start fresh. When I first set up this blog I planned to write anything special happening around me – hence I called it Special Circumstances. Let’s be honest, nothing so special occurred to me in the last 4 years other than I had boyfriend for 3 years and we broke up in 2013. Ground-breaking. The rest of it was just a typical life flow; four years of study then had a job. Everything is ordinary except the one that is happening in my head. Well you know how brain works. It exaggerates everything.

Sometimes my brain can be really bizarre and I often get headache because I overthink, and not all of them is positive. Sometimes it’s just full of ideas or shit. It happens everyday for as long as I remember and I kept thinking I need to transfer these stupid silly crazy things off of my head. So I decided I should start blogging again. Not just an ordinary daily diary but I should put stupid stuff too. That should do the trick. So that’s why I changed my blog name from not-so-extraordinary Special Circumstances to the silly What Crosses My Mind.

I wish you would have smiled in the bakery
Or sat on a tatty settee
At some mutual friends gathering 
And the more you keep on looking the more it's hard to take
Love, we're in stalemate
To never meet is surely where we're bound
There's one in every town
Just there to grind you down

I wish I would have seen you in the post office
Or maybe I did and I miss it
To busy with a mind on clever lines
Why not the rounder's pitch or the canteen?
You're slacking love where have you been?
Just had to go and wait until tonight

So give me the invite
Don't worry it's alright

I wish I have seen you in the arcade
Sipping on a lemonade
In the paper cup and chewing on the straw
And I wish I'd seen you in the bakery
But if I'd seen you in the bakery
You probably wouldn't have seen me

Arctic Monkeys - The Bakery

"I could not be happy with a man whose taste did not in every point coincide with my own" - Marianne, Sense and Sensibility

"My desire to live is bigger than my imagination"

"Prejudices, it is well known, are most difficult to eradicate from the heart whose soil has never been loosened or fertilised by education: they grow there, firm as weeds among stones." - Jane Eyre

It's a nice thing if every food we eat comes with nutritional facts

"I think perhaps she's a Gemini, whose mind needs to be stimulated to win her affection"