I'm going to study further. Or start fresh to be exact.
I will apply to design school
Probably in Japan.
No, it must be in Japan
I will be an illustrator and work in an animation house.
Could be at Walt Disney, Pixar or Dream Works.
I will probably have to do Internship first.
Maybe in some manga house
As a drafter perhaps.
I will do some awesome drawing
Prepare my portfolio
Sketching non-stop, doodling here and there
Transferring all my shit on paper
Creating storyboard, learning to use drawing software.
Then I will make magic with my hand
Tell the world that this is not just some kids stuff they see on TV
This is art.

They say writing your dream will help you gather energy to pursue them.
I hope so.